A few weeks ago, I heard very impressive words like below. (from a TV drama 'Dream high')
"Your life is not settled now weather you are a loser or a winner. So you have to look further. If you view your own life from a long distance view, you can be a winner."
It was nothing but a line, but it gave me how things can be different depends on a point of view. and it calm me down.
Remember : There's no hurry, you may plan slowly & firmly as long as you want.
However, It has to be what you really want.
Only Hope (Mandy Moore)
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It`s the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake and in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I know now
you're my only hope
Sing to me of the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I know now
you're my only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
singing in all that I am
at the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I pray
to be only yours I know now
you're my only hope